I can't pretend like it doesn't hurt anymore...neither can I pretend that my heart STOPS when I see him in the hallway. But you know...I'm feeling a lot better. My friend Corynne took me out for ice cream today, and we listened to this song in the car. and it's pretty much my theme song that makes me feel happy again.
The Best Days of your Life Kellie Pickler. It makes me wanna go..hurt someone. And be happy about hurting someone. :P Cuz I'm gonna be just. fine. Sure, it still hurts. I don't think I'll ever be able to talk to him like before. He thinks we can just go back 5 months 6 days, he's wrong. He chose to lie to me..and to hurt me like he did. and then act like nothing happened. That does NOT go down with me. and if you watch the music video to that song, the guy gets hit by a BUS at the end! It's like...YES!! BURRRNNN!!! TAKE THAT!! YEAH!! YOU GET HIT BY A BUS!! :P I'm kind of in rare good mood right now. I'm still not eating...but...I'll get better. I got my friends and my family.
So I'm still a mess. and I will be. for quite a while. but...at least now I know that I'm gonna be okay. Eventually. It feels slightly better.
Slightly...
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