The Venting Corner(:

I always try and post something on here, and once I begin the blog, I end up deleting the whole thing. I've just felt out of inspirational juice lately. I'm at my best friend Jayna's house right now. So I'm not sure how long I'll be able to write, but I think I'll post it whether it's long or not. I haven't wrote in a while, and I wanna keep this blog up(:
So, life is pretty good I guess. Things are starting to settle down. I'm starting to figure things out. People do upset me a lot, but I gotta realize that not everyone is going to like me. I'm not the most loveable person in the world, and I try my best to be the best overall person I can be, but sometimes, people just won't like me. Not because of something I did, or because of who I am, but just because. I guess I'll have to accept that and focus on the people that DO like me. The people that love me. Which, surprisingly, I have a lot of. I am blessed with a great family and wonderful friends that I know will always have my back. Before now, I didn't realize the wonderful life I could lead. I just kinda went with it. I wasn't some drunk, drug addict of course. I've always been a good kid. But lately I've been through a lot of stuff that has hurt me really bad. People, feelings and just...a lot of hurtful stuff. It's really surprising when people hurt you, and they know they've hurt you, you tell them they've hurt you, other people do to, and they still don't care. I guess some people just aren't the best kind of people.
Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car.
Which is absolutely 100% true(: I know I say this a lot, but living for God is truly the way to live. I don't go to church every Sunday, and I know I should, but I can't help that my parents don't wanna go. That doesn't make them horrible parents and it doesn't mean they are horrible Christians. I know going to Church is important and that I really should, but just because I don't go to church every sunday doesn't mean I don't love God with all my heart. I've chosen to live my life the way I've chosen to live it, and right now, I wouldn't change a thing. I 've been through a lot of challenges and I know that I will face so, so much more ahead of me. But I'm ready to face them. And I know I've got people that love me behind me. and that makes me really, truly happy.
I used to not know who my friends were, who I could really trust. But now I have people that love me that I can go to with anything that I love just the same. I'm gonna be a Sophomore next year, and I'm excited to start the year because I have a really good feeling about next year. I'm in Express Show Choir, Concert Choir (The highest choir at my high school) and I made Colorguard(: It's gonna be a good year, and I'm ready to face it. and I know I'm not alone at that too.

Hollywood's not America.

So it's been a while, I know. Summer's not too exciting, so I haven't got much news. Life's kinda the same. People can still be jerks. And the people who were jerks before...still are. But I'm growing used to it, and...I guess those people would just rather not be in my life. And if that's what they want, if that is what will make them happy, then I guess I'll have to deal with that. Sometimes people come into your life at the perfect time. And it makes you realize who is meant to be in your life. Some people have come and gone, and completely changed my life, and I guess sometimes, even if those people don't intend to stay, they can change you. The people I love are really helping me to realize who I am and helping me to not care what people say. People make fun of me, but I shouldn't care. I know I say this way too often. But I'm just really sick of people hurting me. over and over again. Because people know I'm strong enough to just brush it off. But I'm also strong enough to say that it's not cool. and you remember X-FActor? I was invited to audition over video on Youtube. but I gotta do it by the 9th. So I'm working on some stuff...I like the song Bound to You by Christina Aguilera...or Turning Tables by Adele. Or a Carrie Underwood song. (: We'll see.

-Kiera