Thunderstorms

Ever since I was little I've been terrified of thunderstorms. It's always been one of my worst fears. Because I live in the middle of Missouri, it storms a lot. and everytime it storms i think that there's going to be a tornado. So right now, you may have guessed, its storming and I am FREAKING OUT! The bad part hasn't gotten to us yet, but all my friends were freaking out and telling me that it was REALLY BAD. and I'm upstairs in my room while the rest of my family is downstairs but no one else in my family is really afraid of storms, so I don't wanna watch this. Storms REALLY scare me. A LOT. I don't know why, but they are just..ahh! They scare the living CRAP out of me. and that's saying something. So right now...im freaking out. also because Jacob isn't answering me and I NEED COMFORTING WORDS!! I THINK IMMA DIE! DIIIIEEEEE!!!!!
So yeah.  THUNDERR!!! AHHHH!!
I think imma huddle up in a ball and cry now.
Goodbye!!

-Kiera

Cherios...?

So today me and Jake have officially been together 2 months. and I'm bored now because he went to sleep, its 1:20 am and I just had a soda so there's no way Imma fall asleep any time soon. >.< So...yep! Today's been...an okay day. There's a lotta drama...and I've been gettin' kinda tired of dealin' with all my friends' drama ya know? but...I wanna be a good friend. That means a lot to me. I don't care if it hurts me to have to put up with all them, as long as I'm a good friend, I'll be happy. and I wanna make everyone happy...but sometimes thats not really possible. I guess if I can make the ONE person happy...that's all that really matters to me. Happiness runs in a circular motion; love is like a little boat upon the sea! Happiness runs, happiness runs. lol! That's from that Cherios commerical! I dunno why i just randomly put that but...KEWL! Now the picture of the day will be...CHERIOS!!!

CHERIOS!! ^.^ Yepp. :) That's exciting. ehe. We don't have any cherios in my house. That sounds yummy right now. And you know...I realize that I am the most random person I know. I change the subject a LOT. aha! I dunno if that's interesting or...? i dunno! But...whatever! No one reads my blog anyways...so I don't see the point of being interesting if there is no one to entertain. I guess this is sorta just my way of venting. I don't CARE if people see it (I know for a fact that a FEW people have read it before) but people don't really read it. It's fun to just randomly type...whatever. and find completely random pictures to put on...just for fun. :P
Today my grandparents came over. Kinda. My pawpaw and his wife, Carol. It was fun; we barbequed. WOOP. Today is memorial day. I kinda just realized that. lol! Well ya know...I don't really got anything to say.
Summer greetings...
and summer goodbyes...

bai for now!!

-Kiera

Summer Sun;Poor old me.

Dang sun. This sunburn is so incredibly painful. Aha! I forgot to flip. So the front of my body is burn to a crisp and my back is...still white. That probably looks really funny but...yeah!! So..overall today has been...okay...not a very good day, to tell the truth. Yeah, Jake came home but I didn't get ta talk to him for long. >.< But still...ehe. ^.^ Yeah...my parents went to some party and I've been home alone all night. They're coming home soon but it kinda sucks to be here all by myself with no one to talk to face-to-face but my dog. And all he does is sleep. Yepp. So..yeah...Summer so far has been so incredibly boring. I mean..really. I've been hanging out with people and shtuff but..I kinda just wish that I could skip June. I can't wait 'til July. My birthday...(I'll FINALLY be as old as all my friends. Having a birthday late in the summer really sucks) is July 5th, and I can't waaitt. :) I shall be 14. 4 is my lucky number...and 4 in IN 14, therefore, I think it will be a good birthday. I can be kinda superstitious sometimes. I know I shouldn't...but sometimes I am. Like..for example. If I'm having a really good week...I won't change my screensaver on my phone because I'll think that it's 'lucky'. If my week or day or whatever turns out not so hot, I immediately change my screensaver. I have no idea what's wrong with me. lol! Anyways, back to the original subject. July. Having my birthday be the day after the 4th of July is nice. Usually I'm in Wisconsin for my birthday. We go and visit my Nana for the 4th of July. But truthfully...I hate being there for my birthday. It doesn't feel...special. I can't be with my friends. So this year...Imma be HOME for my birthday. It shall be a good day. and then...I have Stubenville on the 8th-11th and I'm really excited for that. When we watched the promo video in PSR (Public School Religion) it looked so fun! I felt like I HAD to go. It's this church camp, and you stay in college dorms!! I can't wait. Although I'll miss Jacob:(
I think it'll be fun to stay in a college dorm. I dunno what it is with me, but I absolutely love staying in hotels. I just like the change in atmosphere. and how they're always so clean and ready to be...personalized? I dunno. I just like them. Okay...I get carried away with completely changing the subjects. Here's a fun picture of a fish.

Don't ask. I just...that's a LOT of fish in one bowl. Kinda like...how there's A LOTTTA people in the world. And sometimes it feels so overcrowded I just wanna jump into my own little bowl all by myself. Like that little fish. >.< but yeah...People do tend to bombard me. but you know...i don't really mind it sometimes. I like having friends. I like when people come to me for advice. Makes me feel...somewhat important to people. Cuz honestly...I don't feel like I'm very important...

-Kiera

GRAHGRAHGRAHGRAHHH!!

AGHHHHHH! I know it's only been 3 days since I've seen him/talked to him but...GRAHH I MISS HIM. I probably sound totally pathetic but...grr. I've been trying to keep myself busy all weekend to keep my mind off of missing him...but it hasn't worked too well. I had a party wednesday night and most of the day thursday. Then..Amanda came over Thursday night. Then. I went over to amanda's last night. That was fun. We went swimming and I got sunburnt REALLY BAD. It HURTS. Oh and we tryed to watch Quarantined..and almost died. For realz. I was like...literally on the ground screaming and trying to find the remote so I could turn it off. and it wasn't just me. Amanda was yelling 'NO! WE ARE NOT QUARANTINED LEVEL YET! OHMYGAWSH SHE JUST BIT OFF HIS EAR! TURN IT OFFFFF!!' So yeah. I've decided that if I ever watch a scary movie as scary as that, the only way I would ever be able to survive watching it is if Jacob were there. PAha! It was so nasty! They all walked into this lady's apartment and she was standing there covered in blood and her face was all mutilated and nasty and they tried to get her to come with them and she attacked the firefighter and like bit off his ear and you could hear ripping skin and I FREAKED OUT! and then my dad took the remote so we couldn't turn it off and AHHH!! Now everytime I'm alone I think the creepy bloody old lady is gonna bite off my ear. O.o
So yeah...this weekend hasn't been TOO bad. But it hasn't been good either. It's saturday. It's only 1:30 and I have nothing to do all day, and I am so sunburnt that I can't go outside. GRAHHHHHHH. So here's a picture I found.

I just thought that was neato burrito. Yesh. Neato. Burrito. I just wish I was that photogenic! Every time I try and take a picture of myself i look like tard. Or just idiotic. Grr. RAHRAH! Imma go now...nothin' to write about. More later.

-Kiera

3 Words

So, my best friend Amanda came over today, and we wroted a songg. It's kinda depressing with the piano but...ya know...lol.

Here itis.

Verse 1:
Gentle words you say to me
Sometimes you make it hard to breathe
When you kiss me I don't think
When you tell me...
What does it mean?

Chorus:
3 Words, 3 Words...
I don't know if they're true..
3 Words, 3 Words...
What do they mean to you..
oo-ooh.


yeah, that's all so far. Here's a random picture of a duck.

Look how CUTE he is.
So yeah...the past two days have been..ACTION PACKED. The Show Choir list came out..and..um..I maded Express!! I'm excited but..mosta my franns made soundwave. So..Imma be lonely. and Alla sudden everyone thinks I'm gonna change bcuz of it. Jacob went to the lake. and I'm lonely. but yeah...okayy.
Um. Amanda wants to watch QUARANTINED. If I never come back...its cuz i died while peeing myself. bye!

-Kiera

Cupcake. Ice Cream. MuSIc.

Good afternoon....or morning....or whatever it is at 11:10am. Morning? I dunno. Anyways...I'm in math class...and we had to get on some program and make shape and reflect it and do a buncha weird stuff and yesterday I had to start over like...twice? Yeah. Today I came back to finish and it WASN'T THERE. So I had to start AGAIN. YEah. and I finished it...and then...I saved it and exited out of it, and went back to it to show the teacher and GUESS WHAT? IT WASN;T THERE!!! Yeah. Pretty much p'd me o. But I finally finished it. FINALLY. Which makes me relieved. But I'm still kinda po'd that when I asked the teacher why it wasn't saving, she just yelled at me and said "I'm sorry, Kiera I can't do anything!" Grr. This teacher hates me. Hates. ME.

Well yeah...so...I found this neato burrito picture of a cupcake...

and some ice cream...

 I'm sorry, I'm just really hungry...^.^
Well...yep. I don't reallly have anything to say. Let's talk about...um...Music. Music is just pretty awesome. I L O V E country music. I hate it how everyone seems to love rap and hiphop nowadays. Rap shouldn't be considered music, in my perspective. Notatall. I mean...Carrie Underwood can sing. Colbie Caillat can sing. 50 Cent cannot sing. He can spit and talk. Okay. I found a kewl lookin' came that my frann Brittany is playin'.
Okay. Blake wants me to put up a picture of a chocolate frosted cupcake. Here ya go, Blake.

Here's the cupcake he picked. lol. As you can tell...all of us are rather hungry. Lunch isn't until 7th hour. and We're in 5th hour. Gah...
All for now.

-Kiera

Happiness;

Wow. I've been so intensely happy lately, gawsh. ^.^ But it's not WHAT I do in my life; If who I spend my life with that matters. Last night, I laid in bed, thinking. (It was a little hard to stop smiling last night; Love you Jake!) and I thought...I really didn't care what happened in my life anymore, as long as I'm with him. I actually sat in my bed and realized that he is all I need to make me happy. and then I was nearly bouncing off the walls with the shear joy radiating from my frail skin. lol. Poetic...>.<  So next time your only worrying about...money and...your 'image' the way you look...your hair on friday night...think about happiness. Who makes you SO intensely happy that you just wanna throw yourself off of a high building, landing on a very fluffy, extra large, cotton ball, and then just frolick through a field of flowers with some purple unicorns? Yeah. That's what I thought.
So...NOW! It's time forr....
THE PICTURE OF THE DAY!

I know, it's completely random but look at that! It's made out of CHALK! That's ALL! how amazing is that?! It totally looks real! Wicked. If ya wanna see more, look up chalk art on photobucket. There's a bunch of REALLY neat ones likes this one.
yep. So...I don't really have much else to sayy.

urm.

yep.

Bai for now. I'll prolly post in compooters today...LAST REAL DAY OF SCHOOL!!

-Kiera

Summer..

In a way I don't want summer to come. In a way...I can hardly wait. I'll have more freedom and it'll be a TONNA fun. But I'm kinda scared. I mean...I won't getta see people as much as I see them at school...Like my boyfriend, Jake. Yeah. Imma be slightly depressed. I mean, I know we'll hang out. But I'll still miss him when we aren't hanging out. Stupid freedom. Bums me out. haha:) Well lets look at the UPSIDES of summer. No waking up early...no bedtimes..you can hang out with your friends all the time if ya want...no time limits...;) lol! 

So yeah...I like this picture. Here ya go.

I just gotta say one thing...I hope it rains on my birthday...^.^

Quick!

Hey! Today's been okay. Not nessesarily unordinarily good, but not unordinarily bad either. Moreso better than bad. Alright...I'm in compooters.
And we've only got a few minutes til' the bell rings for 8th hour. Choir. Grr. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE choir. Mrs.Howard...GRAH! Plus, considering we don't have any concert music to sing. So...we'll probably be watching the wizard of oz.
All for now...

-Kiera

In the arms of an Angel...

I know the title makes you think of that tear-jerking animal abuse commercial, but this has nothing to do with it. Today we did an angel photo shoot. At Madi's house. It was fun. I dressed as an angel. But that's not the whole point. Have you ever dreamed of that one special guy that can make you feel like the most important thing in the world to someone? That one guy who..you can look into his eyes forever and never get bored? The one guy who you get butterflies AND the chills just thinking about. The one guy you can't seem to get off your mind. The one you are absolutely and positively in LOVE with. Yep. I found that guy. I know this is gonna be soo stupid reading this back a few years from now, when I'm a lonely Senior in high school. But you know...this is my life right now. For all you people who never talk to me, or havn't in a while...this is my life. HE is my life. and...i don't really know. Summer's almost here and I'm kinda of dreading it. I won't see him everyday..but I will have more freedom. Which is another way of saying that I will be WAY more bored. But ya know...that's just the way the cookie crumbles. Which brings to mind the chocolate chip cookies I just ate...YUM. Oh. That's gonna be the picture of the day. Here we go...one second...

okay, I know you're extremely dissapointed that that is NOT a chocolate chip cookie, but there were no good pix of cookies on photobucket so i found this and...ye[...i thought it was neato burrito. Okay...I don't think she has a shirt on...i just figured that out...but who cares...I just liked the wings. >.<
Okay. So..that's all for now.

Bai for now! :)

-Kiera

Show Choir!

Omydeargoodnessgracious.
I hurt. Really. Bad.
So...Show Choir tryouts were this week. We learned a dance to the song 'Telephone' by Lady Gaga. It was painfully hard. and I finally got it down and I hurt. I am sore ALL. Freaking. OVER. Oww. lol. So...that's all for now. I gotta work on American History and choir homework.

Long time no write!

I'll write later. Show Choir tryouts after school. Wish me luck! Bell's gonna ring! Farewell!

_kiera

Rain, Rain, Go away.

There's something wrong with the times on this blog (i think it's showing the time from like...Europe wheras I live in AMERICA)

Well..right now It's about 6:20 am. Yeah. I'm gettin' ready for school. And It's raining UBER hard. But the creepy thing is, just as I re-typed the title, the rain completely stopped...wait..I think it's still sprinklin'. I dunno. Anyways..tonight is my school choir concert (which I can't go to, because I have confirmation practice). So now...Imma have to somehow makeup 200 points. Well..here's the picture(s) of the day. I got bored.

By the way, I hope you know I don't own these pictures. I just find them off Photobucket. The ones I like go on here. 'Tis fun.

So yeah. Pretty kewl right? reminds me, personally of the time at camp when it rained so hard we all couldn't go outside, so when we had to go back to the band room thing, we all go SOPPING WET. and then we all played in the rain. Good times. :)
So...that's all for now. See ya...

<3 Kiera

Kickball.

You remember when you were a little kid and your whole life was your friends at school, and playing outside with your neighbors? Well I can't believe I ever actually enjoyed that. Gaww...I just played kickball with my neighbors. Do little kids have to be so immature? They get into fights about EVERYTHING. Anyways...picture of the day...summer's coming. This kinda reminded me of it. and it relates to mah post here. So...here ya go! Plus, I need a pic of the day, and I forgot to put one in the post from like, half an hour ago.

So there you have it. A pretty person swinging. So yeah.
Not much to say..so...

Au revoir!

Kiera

What a BEAUTIFUL day!

Like the title says, itis a BEAUTIFUL day!! :) The sun is shining, and I'm being an idiot by staying inside all day but ah...good day. I really miss my boyfriend, because I never really get to see him except for at school for...20 minutes...and then choir at the end of the day. But choir doesn't really count cuz ya can't talk in choir. Anyways, the point to my rumbling is that I miss the musical. I met a lotta kewl people there, and got to hang out with him more often. Now we hardly see each other. Kinda SUX. But whatever. Summer's almost here...which is kinda..ehh. It'll be fun but extremely boring. I'm already suuuper excited for next year and this school year hasn't even ended. How will I survive this summer? HOW?! It'll prolly be SUPER hot this summer too. With all the global warming and all.
I'm reading this book series, Maximum Ride, by James Patterson, look into them if you haven't read them. They're pretty amazing.  Anyways, they're about these half bird-half human children who constantly are on the run and they're just wicked awesome. Well, they speak out against global warming and you know...I'm 13 years old. At first I just thought global warming was just some joke for hippy freaks. I really did. And now I realize that it's a BIG problem and can pretty much cause the human race to become extinct IN OUR LIFETIME.
Yeah.
So, next time your spraying hairspray or doing something stupid and harmful to the enviroment, think. All the hurricanes and flooding lately. THAT is because of global warming.
More later!:)

-K I E R A

Priveledged me!

BOY, do I feel priveledged!! We get to go to the library all 6th hour (which is my english) Because we read enough books and got enough reading points all year, so we get a REWARD HOUR! How kewl is that?! AND we get out of the test! That's just freakin' AWESOME!!
Well...im gettin' on idressup. Bye for now! :)
More next hour.

Miss Lucy

Miss Lucy had a steamboat
The steamboat had a bell
Miss Lucy went to heaven
The steamboat went to
hell-o operator give me number nine
and if you disconnect me
ill kick you in the
behind the refridgerator
there was a peice of glass
Miss Lucy sat upon it
and broke her little
as-k me no more questions
tell me no more lies
miss lucy's in the bathtub with a hundred naked guys
HEY!!

Monday Madness

So today's been kinda...interesting. You know its kinda funny how all the drama of middle school consists of girls fighting with each other, and boys. Gaww. I'm happy. I got a great boyfriend who is absolutely wonderful to me. But it seems like I can't be happy without someone getting jealous or something. Or 50 million people coming to me for advice. I've had one boyfriend in my whole entire life and people assume I know everything about guys. Well..that's kewl. Makes me feel special. I hope I give good advice...I do try.
So yeah.
Life in a fishbowl...so. To express how tiring mondays are...let's add some color to our wonderous monday. Errg. BOY do I hate mondays! They just inda SUCK!
It's kinda cold today if you havn't noticed. That's why I like this picture. It's..warm. I hate the cold..and this picture is VERy springy. So..here ya go!

PICTURE! aha. Me and my friend Madison-and her friend Kaitylnn- are having a spring photoshoot in a few weekends. I get ta be a MODEL! haha:) My friend Madison said that her lawn is growing REALLY high, so she's inviting us over before her dad cuts it, and she's buying ANGEL WINGS for it and making fairy wings. We're gonna wear all white for some...and then we're gonna have some where we're wearing CRAAZY clothes. I'm gonna wear my red dress I wore for HSM, and my cardigan and BLACK AND WHITE STRIPED LEGGINGS!!

how cool is that pic? Anyways...gotta go. Lunch time!! see ya.

Oh deary!

Hello dearest readers!
It's may 7th, 2010 and guess what today is? Troy Middle School's production of High School Musical Jr. is TODAY. I, playing Gabriella, am incredibly nervous. Oh, and if you all don't know yet, I've got an amazing, incredibly perfectly perfect boyfriend. So...suck it. AH! :P That was a joke. Please  do not take my incredibly...joking nature to offense. It's just me...
 So. I'm just pretty nervous about today. Aaand I just randomly changed fonts. Theere we go. much better. hahaha:) well ANYWAYS. Last night, at practice, my last costume change I change into-my re which dress- which i am coincidentally wearing to school today to support higghh schoool musicaall...jr.- took FOREVER to get on. I have to change like SUPER fast, out of jeans and a shirt and cardigan and put on a dress and a lab coat over the dress. In two verses and a chorus of one song. That's how much time i am blessed with to make my costume change into probably the most important one of the show...gah. Itis VERY hard my friends, NOT easy.
So, as I am sitting here, I am listening to the squeaking of the shower above my head, and I take it into consideration that my father is in the shower. So that means...I can't get ready until he gets OUT of the shower...So I am incredibly bored...well...I guess that's all for now. If you havn't noticed...the font changed again. Grr.

All for now.

-Kiera

Ohmyfrenchfries!

Don't ask about my word choice...I have no idea. So today is Thursday, May 6th, 2010. Woop! I'm currently in computers class. Fun...((sarcastic much? XD) Interesting. Well, tomorrow is FRIDAY. and you all know what the means..well probably not. But if you don't know already, I play in our school's production of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL (jr.) and I play Gabriella. :P WOOOP! Go..me. Party balloons and confetti. yeah. So..anyways. I'm pretty excited. Life in the theatre isn't easy, my friends. 'Tis not. I hate wearing a microphone for like 4 hours connected to. my. underpants. Yes. I did say my underpants. Well...'tis time for lunch. More later!

-Kiera

Live,Laugh,L O V E, Sing.

you know, I think one of the biggest problems with some people today (in you know, modern society...) is a lack of self-confidence. Have you ever...looked at yourself in the mirror and not been happy with what you saw? Or...just felt like you weren't good enough for the rest of the world? Or something along those lines? I know that I have, and probably most people on this planet have at least one time or another.
We've gotta learn to love ourselves for who we are. Sure, times will be hard, but you've always got yourself, faith in God, others and also...yourself. These are all important things we have got to obtain to be happy.
And then the confusion of love.
The over usage of the word love is killing me. Not saying I myself havn't overused it- which i am VERY guilty of- but really...you can't tell everyone you love them. That's like telling anyone whom you might not know well, but don't like them very much that you HATE them.
Love is a STRONG word, and use it wisely...and only when you really mean it.

Sing.
Sing.
Sing. SINg!
Doesn't matter if you're off key or you sound horrible. Singing makes a lot of people happy, so just sing your HEART out! Don't worry about what other people think, just have fun and go CRAZY. I know I love it, and I may not be the best, but i try my best, and I have the BEST time while I'm doing it, and THAT's what counts.

So...That's it for LIFEINAFISHBOWLxx! :P
See ya later...

(pssst...It's my bedtime!! XD)

All for now...

-Kiera
Gabriella Montez!! :P

REAL quick

I got like a minute! Just checking up, letting all my worried fans know I'm alive. Haha...no one reads this...or really even knows it exsists so...whatever.
HSM this weekend!
The 8th Grade dance was PIMP!! :)
See ya!
bye for now!

-Kiera