Just a Dream?

You know what's the most refreshing thing everr?! To run outside and find an open area where no one goes...like by my pond at the front of my neighborhood, and run around singing and dancing. It pretty much reminds me of being in a music video..or...flying. I dunno.
You know..I really don't know what the heck to write! I kinda wanna write a story..
Onto that!
But...that goes in my other blog. so I'll do that after I'm finished with this one.
Have you ever thought 'am I really here right now? What if I'm dreaming my whole life and I'm gonna wake up as a 5 year old?'
That'd be strange. Dissapointing enough, I dreamt about someone last night and woke up shaking. How messed up is that? Whatever. I'm fine. O.o
Well yeah. So...doesn't that make you curious? Or like..what would like be life if I never existed? Would anyone miss out on anything they would miss? I dunno. I kinda wish I could like...see what people would do if I died. Just...to see. I dunno. I keep sayin' that. I dunno about ANYTHING anymore. Do people purposely try and confuse me?
I wish that I could play the piano. I can part of one song, and I totally get into it and I'm like yeahh...I'm makin' pretty moooosic! and then...I don't know the rest. It's pretty pathetic. :P
Well..yeah. Imma go to my friends house...
Girls night.
Hopefully it'll help.
I was told the best way to get over heartbreak is to spend time with girlfriends. :)

-Kiera