Reasons.

JEEZ. I've never felt such a strong urge to talk to one person in my entire life.But. I. CAN'T. RAHHH!!! I wanna bang my head on things.
I ate today. Aren't you proud of me? :P
But now I feel sick:(
Urgg...
So my pawpaw just took us out for pizza. and..yeah. I think he thinks I'm starving myself. Whatever. I'm not. Aw man..I'm gonna puke! What is wrong with my stomach?! AHH!!
I'm totally confused. I just..wish I could rewind. I've said that a million times before. but..whatever. I know I shouldn't have any regrets. I don't...I just wish I wouldn'tve been so...bitchy. ya know? AHH. Cuz..I feel like it's my fault. I'm such an idiot. This is why I have caused myself to pass out from hitting myself with things. Tehe:P
Well...AHH! STOP IT TUMMY! SHUT UP!! IM NOT FEEDING YOU!!!! ILL JUST THROW UP!
Raah.
So...
yeah...
um...
What now?
I've been dying to write to my blog and now I have like..nothing to say. Except I'm all depressed again and I was just fine before...Idk. I know there's only 2 things that make me happy and I'm not gonna write them on this blog. just cuz it'll sound insanely pathetic. :P It's nothing bad though. I'll just say one of em' is music:) MUSICC! Imma listen to some now. WAHH. Imma freak. :P

So...I know what I'll talk about. Today is 9/11. So..yeah itis a very sad day...I remember when this happened, I was in kindergarten. and I went over to my grandma's house, and watched the news...I was confused. We didn't know anyone that was really effected by it, not that I know of at least. But it's really sad that someone would do that and take so many lives away. Innocent people...but I suppose, as I've said many times, everything happens for a reason. I guess God was ready to take them into his kingdom:) Well...those people are in my prayers. God never hands someone something they can't handle. It must've been hard for those people's families...but God wouldn't take them for no reason. Bad things happen for good reasons...I guess I should listen to my own advice. Bad things happen for good reasons...I wanna know that good reason...

-Kiera