Gosh I'm SO. Scared. It's not even funny. My gramma is really sick...I feel so scared and alone and...I just wanna really BIG HUG. I just...I don't want anything to happen to her. I love my gramma..I love her. Dear God please...please just..let her be okay. Let her get back to health and be okay again...I don't want her to go anywhere, God. I don't want her to. Please don't take her...please don't take her, God. I'll do anything just to keep her here with us. I'll be happy! I'll stop hitting myself with solid objects! I'll pray more! I'll do anything! Ever since I was ten years old I've been afraid of gramma getting sick like people do with age...not now. I'm not. ready.
Please.
Just let me be okay.
Let everything be okay...
Help me.
AHH.
As you can tell, I'm a little worried. A LOT worried. I've never been so stressed and scared in my entire life! This is just...not my month. Idk. Today was an okay day but...dang I'm freaking out!
Just...
if anyone's reading this...pray for my grandma. Pat House. Pray for her...please. I'd really love that.
Thanks...
-Kiera
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