Aaand there we have it. The SECOND worst day of my life. Every single hour..I sat there and tried not to cry. For. 8. Hours. and then an hour on the bus. 9 hours. But...the crying did happen on the bus. I swear. Am I pathetic or what? I'm the one that sits around hitting herself and wishing someone would just kill her while he's all..smiley and...sigh.
Why does my life have to suck? Everyone is giving me hugs and telling me it'll be alright...and...my 'friend' asked me what was wrong in ac lab today. I told her my boyfriend broke up with me and she said 'oh, who?' and..I just...stared? I have no idea why..but..I could not say his name. What. is. wrong. with. me? And why does everyone have to lie to me? I thought everything was gonna be okay when he came along. but now..stuff sucks again. I'm worried about...everything and...now that I have no one to keep my mind off everything...
Ah. Imma be worrying about..money issues and...other stuff again. Stuff I KNOW I shouldn't be worrying about. I'm just a pathetic person. Forget it.
We sang Can't touch it from Sex in the City 2 in Express. Haha. I really wanted to put Express in italics. anyways. We sang that today and..I totally got into it because...idk...I was really getting mad. and...then in choir i laid down and hit my head on the floor multiple times. now I have bruises on my forehead. YAY!!
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I hate. When people. ask me. What's. Wrong.
Everytime someone said that I told them to ask someone who was sitting near me. Unless someone wasn't and I had to tell them myself. And then my friend Kimmie...told me I'm not allowed to look at a picture of him. She made me promise that I wouldn't look at any pictures.
I was crossing my fingers.
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