I'm so tired...of wanting to cry every 5 minutes. I don't even know why. so yes, I'm overemotional but I don't MAKE myself cry! It just..happens! URG!!! I'm just a weirdo. Everyone already knows that. But I wanna be special...I wanna mean something...ahh. My heart keeps doing some weird thing..and it doesn't feel good. *Sigh*.
Just. SIGH.
I guess I'm just gonna have to deal with the fact that it's not last year. We're in high school now and I guess things change. I don't like change. Not this kind, anyways. It hurts. I'm just not gonna try anymore. Because no matter how hard I try...things'll be great again for a day or two and then...i dunno what's going on. But I can live with that. He's worth it.
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