I miss pouring my heart into my keyboard. >.< Actually I can't do that on this one, really. Idk if people even read it. But..yeah.
So my internet has been gone for about 2 weeks now. Yeah, bad time to go away, internet. Bad time. but now its back and it pretty much made my day.
The past three weeks of my life have been the longest I have ever lived through. Literally. I feel like it's been 3 years. And yet, I can remember that friday night movie like it was yesterday. and it was...3 weeks and...4 days ago. Yeah. I'm really stupid for remembering that.
I'm strange in that way.
I'm strange in every way.
I just wish...
I wish a lotta things.
That things didn't have to change like that.
You know how many scenarios I've made up in my head?
How many times I've fallen asleep imagining that they happened? and everything's okay?
a lot. A. Lot.
I try to make it seem like I'm fine.
I dunno if it's believable or not.
But whatever.
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