Breath again.

Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something

Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again



I love this song.
So my choir teacher, Mrs.Pietzman, told me today that she's making me her 'project' this year. Apparently I don't have any self confidence and I need to be more confident in myself, and so she's gonna make me more confident. I dunno how that'll work. I just see nothing special in myself. Honestly.

I remember last Halloween. Me and Amanda had like, just become best friends. and we walked around her neighborhood by ourselves trick-or-treating, and I remember us fantasizing about these guys we like (wow SHE had moved on. Unfortunately enough, for me..lets not go into that) and we wanted to be s'mores. haa. Now she's dated that guy and broken up with him, and been with another guy. and me...again, let's not go into that.
You know, I'm really an idiot.
Honestly.
I'm just...ugh.
I don't know.