So things are screwed up.
You know when you think everything's perfect and your so happy and you think everything's always gonna be that way? Yeah. You might not...I guess a lotta people get that feeling, but some don't. Anyways. Yeah. I had that feeling. But not anymore. Everything's going down hill. I've cried myself to sleep the past week, and came to school looking like crap.Because things aren't perfect anymore. Which upsets me a lot...gosh I was so pathetic. Last night..I was so pathetic. I sat on my bed crying..and hugging a stuffed pig. and staring at a picture. Which only made me cry even more. I guess I'm not as lucky as I thought I was. And things can't be perfect forever, can they? People change. They turn into...something they weren't. Something you never thought they'd be. and it hurts. Because they change on you and they don't even give a shit about you anymore. Like...honestly. I don't even matter anymore. I wrote a song the other night...It sounds completely pathetic and depressing but I did. Called 'buried in the snow'. So yeah.
But...I've got an idea...maybe things'll change. But Imma try. and I'm not gonna put this idea on the internet...
-Kiera
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