Forget me?

Have you ever been completely paranoid of some specific person (or group of people) is just gonna forget you one day, and your gonna be a lonely loner? I wonder what it'd be like to be invisible for a day. Well...I know what it feels like to be invisible, and it's not a good feeling..:/ but yeahh. So, I've been...deeply thinking. (I do that a lot, can ya tell?) and I realize that one of my biggest fears (I'm sorry I get afraid a lot. But I know I'm not the only one with many fears. Everyone has more than one fear. It's only natural.) is being forgotten. I like being noticed...I guess I just like for people to know I'm there, and to make note of it...? I wanna feel important. I honestly...don't. But ya know...whatever.
So. I'm sitting at my dear friend Madi's house. We're just hangin' out, cuz her mom picks me up from school, and usually she brings me home, but today we wanted to hang. So yeah. She keeps yelling at me for stealing her title. She came up with the name life in a fishbowl, so Imma give her credit for the title of my blog. I made up what it means so. So HA.
Today was a good day...well...until the end of the day, which has just been...kinda crappy...but anyways.So yeahh. I'm just a little ball of depressing today. Well...not until earlier but..yeah. We had our very first show choir practice/class today and it was AWESOME. We sang a lot, (of course) and the chords are absolutely BEAUTIFUL. I was like...gonna cry. They were so pretty. It was perfectly on pitch and everything.Beautimous. and then we talked and got into parts and listened to our songs. Our theme is 'California' and...Paradiseness. We sang our ballad (if you don't know what that is, its the slow song of a show choir show) which is Hotel California. By the Eagles. WOO. We might be singing Dynamite and I like it or a mixture of the two, which are current songs, as our closer...and I'm psyched about that. :) I just love singing. TEEHEE!! even though I realize how sucky i am compared to all the other people in Express. JEeeezums. And I CAN'T DANCE. What am I gonna DO?! I guess I'll try my best. No..I don't guess. I WILL try my best. AH! So yeah.