Not Good Enogh

There will always be someone prettier. More talented. Better with guys. Better. Somehow. Just always someone.
I know I shouldn't post when my emotions are all outta wack like this, but I'm going to anyways.
I hate feeling like people don't want to be around me. Especially the people you want to be around the most. I just want to feel wanted. More than anything. I just wanna feel like I matter. I wanna feel special. I don't want to look at some other girl and think that I can't compete with her. Because she's just better. But I do. I wish my confidence was higher. I wish I felt beautiful. But I don't. I nitpick every little detail and I can't stand it. I'm just not good enough.
And I don't really think I will be quite good enough for anyone.

#depressingpost

-kiera