Long Way Home

So for color guard we were supposed to march in the parade with the whole marching band today. But they cancelled it because the heat index is too high. Whateverrr. I wanted to march:(
The song of the day is Long Way home by Steven Curtis Chapman. Sometimes I don't feel as close to God as I used to. It makes me feel really guilty. I make really dumb decisions sometimes and sometimes I say things that make me feel like a horrible person. I guess that's just God's way of testing me. Of showing me that I have the choice to make these decisions or to follow his ways. Sometimes the bad stuff is so tempting. But i try really hard to do the right thing. And people sometimes tease me about being a "goody goody". I have never been to a party with alcohol. Ive never drank(unless you count the wine at church). I have never smoked or done drugs or any of that stuff. People tell me I'm so naive and that I don't know what I'm talking about because I haven't experienced any of these things. If I don't want to make these decisions, I won't. It's my decision to make, not for others to judge. And most of the decisions I have made, I will stand by. I believe in what I believe in.