I've built up the great wall of China around me. To block out my feelings from everyone. Even myself. My brain is a wreck. I am. I don't understand my thinking. I don't understand my feelings anymore. I can't trusts anyone. I don't know who to believe. I can't explain how I feel. Nobody gets me. Not one person. With the exception of God, of course. I've just been thinking lately. And I just confuse myself. And the way I think. I just don't know. I guess I've just realized how guarded I am. And how certain people that were in my life, messed me up a lot. And I don't know how to get myself back.
I mean I think I know I am...but really, does anyone, even me?
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