Who are you?

Hello bloggers. I wanna start by apologizing for my extremely rude and innapropriate rant last post. Although everything was very true and I am still extremely angry about all of it-nothing being changed-It was a little mean to call people names so I apologize. Although I'm not apologizing to anyone in specific. Just whomever read this and had to suffer through the reading of my venting. Except for the person that I was talking about. If you read it, I don't apologize because I'm so mad at you I could seriously rip your head off right now. :)
So I've found that when you have true friends, you know that they won't go behind your back telling people crap about you. Or you think you do. I guess I'm just gonna have to keep telling myself that I'll be fine, and that people do love me for who I am. I know it sounds dumb, but Hannah Montanna is totally right when she says nobody's perfect. Nothing is perfect. Things can seem perfect, but in a blink of an eye, something that is so 'perfect' can fall right apart. It a split second.
Think of how much time it takes for a car  to swerve to the other side of the rode. What? .2 miliseconds? In those .02 miliseconds a life could be taken. Before I was born, my aunt Julie was in a really bad car accident where a Drunk Driver hit her car head on and totalled the car and really, really hurt her. She's been in the nursing home ever since. She left behind a family...friends...everything. Of course we all still care about her and even though I never met her before she was in the accident, I know she was and still is a wonderful, beautiful person, and I love her even if I've only met her a few times. She's part of my family, and my family means the world to me. To think about that makes me really...wonder. To love someone without even knowing them is such an interesting thought. How many people on this Earth love you without even knowing you? I bet there are more than you think.
So yeah. I guess it's just kind of interesting to think about that.
and something that also really leaves...awe-stricken is the fact that your views of a single person can change within a minute. You can really care about someone, with all your heart, and love everything about them, and then the next minute you look at them and you think...what happened? What kind of a person are you now? You used to be a real genuine person and now look at you. That's not real. Who are you?

I guess that's all I have to say.

-Kiera