Rollin' in the Deep.

There's a fire, starting in my heart. :) I love Adele. and the song I have chosen today for the title of this blog. So today, I chose to be lazy and not put makeup on my face; which means that gives me about an extra half hour in my daily morning routine. I may look like a slobby loser, but I feel fantastic! :P That doesn't mean I'm not ever gonna wear makeup. I may do it one day, but I must shield the world from this horrifying sight of Kiera. :P
So, I am indeed trying out for colorguard. I just thought it'd be something fun to do. Yesterday we learned a bunch of steps and stuff. It's not as hard as show choir at all, but it's not too easy either. I know if I keep practicing I'll get it, and now I'm very determined to make it. Everyone says it's way fun if I make it and I have a lot of friends in it; it'd be cool if I could do this. You never know. Maybe I'll make it. Maybe I won't. we'll see.
So I wrote a song the other night. I'm not going to give you the lyrics for 2 reasons.
1) The lyrics are upstairs in my book and I am L A Z Y!!
2) Honestly, I don't want anyone but me and possibly my sister to see them. Embarrassing:P
So yepp. That's why. Haa. You're just so curious, rigght? Well, too. bad.
Today's a purple day. Which means I have P.E in the morning and I absolutely HATE P.E. But something that REALLY sucks, is the fact that I have to carry my colorguard flag around all day. and it's huge. It's huge compared to me at least. I'm small...kind of. Average for a 14 year old girl I suppose. and this flag is taller than me, and I'm gonna hit people with it and AHH. I'll try. but it's not gonna be easy.
So I just realized how much I've changed this year. In good ways, and bad ways. I just glanced at my school picture this year, that was taken at the beginning of the school year and...wow. Holy different. It's a good picture of me. I look happy. I'm actually wearing the exact same outfit I'm wearing  to school today in that picture...'cept I can't find my headband that goes with that outfit and I'm wearing a ponytail and my glasses today. But I am different. I guess I learned how to put makeup on and do my hair and..be a girl. An attempt at pretty. At the Beginning of the school year I was just a dork. A happy dork, that didn't care what the hell anyone thought of her. Now I'm a depressed dork that worries what people think everyday. Hm. Which one's better? :P
Alright, so I'm running out of time and I gotta get ready to walk up to the bus stop in about 3 minutes here. Wish me luck with mah colorguardness;)
I'll update asap.

-Kiera