Oh was I mistaken. Why does this keep happening to me?! I'm a good kid, right? Then why do I keep getting hurt? Am I never gonna be able to put those walls back down just because when I finally give someone my trust they break it? Or someone I call my friend says they'll e there for me no matter what and then ignores me and decides I'm nothing again because im not perfect enough. I'm not pretty like all the other girls. I don't have perfect hair and straight teeth. But im myself. And no one likes me. And I make he mistake of trusting people. I letmyself get Hurt over and over and I don't know what I did to deserve it! God, why can't you write my love story with a happy ending?! Instead of all the characters getting their happy ever after and constrained left with a tear soaked bed and anorexia? Yeah. Great story. Why do I get the Sucky story? I've always been faithful and the best person I could be and all the girls who arent faithful have happy endings. I guess it really is all in the looks. And I'm always gonna be the 2nd choice or the 3rd wheel because im not good enough for anyone else. I'm not the pretty girl who gets along with everyone, plays a million sports has straight As and is the president of half the clubs in school. I wish I was. But that'll never be me.
Sorry you had to hear that. This is my only place to rant.
-Kiera
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