Passionate.

Good evening Blogger! haa. I have show choir in about an hour so I'm not sure how much I'll be able to write. but here goes nothing:)
Today was absolutely wonderful and I have no idea why. I realize that I have no idea about a lot of stuff. I guess that's okayy. I didn't have to come to school, but I did because I wanted to hear the college choir that came to perform for us 5th hour. I'm so glad I went. We're taking finals at my school, but I have perfect attendance so I don't have to take them. Awesome right? Yeah, unfortunately this is the last year they're doing that. Next year finals will be mandatory. Ugh:/ Well anyways, people who didn't have to take em' got to go to an empty classroom that the teacher volunteered her plan time for kids to go to, the library, or the gym. Me and some friends spent most of the time sitting in comfy chairs in the library listening to our ipods and chattin' it up. It was pretty beast, if I do say so myself. Then at the end of the day the choir came to perform and....wow they were good. I don't know what it is, but when I hear music...it's just..I can't explain it. I absolutely LOVE music. Throughout that whole thing I could not stop smiling. I guess music is just my passion. They would sing these perfect chords and I'd get butterflies and like...giggle! It was pretty funny. It's pretty much the same feeling of being in love. Except a million times stronger. Beautiful. And now I know that music HAS to be my profession. Because it's my passion. It's amazing how happy it can make me! I can be crying and sobbing and snotting all over myself and music just...makes it better. So much better than any boy. Imma marry music:) Kiera Madison Cecilia Loveless Music. I like itt. >.< I'm just gonna talk about music now. Because it interests me.
My momma said ever since I was little I've been a 'performer'. She said when people would take pictures of me, I would smile all cheesy and make a cute little face and pose. and that when I met new people, I was the most outgoing little girl in the world. and I'd show them all my toys and put on a show for them, and everything. Ha. And I had the HUGEST chubby cheeks. and my eyes were like...giiiigantic. They're still pretty big. but jeez. My daddy couldn't resist my puppy dog eyes:) Now they don't work:( haa. Anywaysss. I was talking to my mom the other day, and I asked when I started singing. and she's like 'literally since you were born.' and I was kinda arguing with it, considering newborns cannot sing...:P so then she told me ever since I could talk, I could sing. and when I was little, my mom sang at weddings, and so she'd sing around the house all the time, and I'd just mimic her. and I had vibrato. I'm not being cocky. IM NOT!! I SUCK!! IMMA GO KILL MYSELF CUZ I SUCK SO BAAAD!!!
Okay. I'm joking. I'm just...I don't think I'm all that good.
Anyways. Music. Is. My. Passion. I was walking home from the bus stop today. and...when I hear a song on my ipod that I know, it's almost impossible for me not to bust out singing it. So I'm walking home to the beat of the song, like lip singing it and making hand gestures and everything. My neighbors probably thought I was insane! :P I'm just happy that I have something that can make me so happy and will never fail me. Music isn't going to break up with me:PP haa. That would be a HORRIBLE DAY.
Well, that's not the only thing that can make me happy and will never leave me. I got God:) He's there to hold me when I need someone to hold me. He's there to hold my hand. He's there to talk to when I need a friend. He's always there. I love God. He's my other boyfriend. I have two now. Imma player. ;) Music and God are pretty awesome boyfriends. :DD You wish Music and God were your boyfriend. But they are MINE. Haa. :))
I'm just...I'm really happy. I keep saying that and then a month later I'm snotting all over myself again. But that's not gonna happen. No matter what happens to me, I'm being strong. I am a BRICK WALL. No one can break me. I'm not playing anyone's games anymore. and I'm not gonna let anything I see or hear hurt me. Because I'm Kiera Madison Cecilia Loveless. I can face anything. Bring on the Earthquakes. Bring on the heartbreak. Cuz I'm not stupid enough to trust anyone anyways. I'm the independant chick all the guys call wierd and mental. You know what? I don't give a care! I'm myself and that's all that matters. I'm not afraid to sing and dance in front of a thousand people. I'm not afraid to run down the school hallway screaming TUUUUNNNAAAA FISSSSHHHH!!! Imma be just fine:) Go ahead. Try to break me. You. Will. FAIL.
Haaaaaaa. Sorry. I'm in one of those moods...nothing's gonna stop me now. NOTHING.
I guess that's all for noww.
Question of the Blog? ::
What's your passion?

-Kiera