Heyyo:) Whatis up dear friends? HA. So...Show Choir's been keeping me insanely busy. I shouldn't be up cuz I'm going to see Tonali-T (the middle school show choir) tomorrow, and I'm very much excited to go see them. But I gotta wake up kinda early to do that. :P and it's kinda late. but I'm not really tired. so whatever. It'll be fun though. Practice was awesome today. We got to jam out. JAM SESSION:) Yes. and headbanging is extremely difficult when your wearing 5 inch heels. Just to inform you...if you ever wanna...not headbang in 5 inch heels...
I have no idea what to write. I pretty much think, breathe...LIVE show choir lately. Just cuz...I'm at bonfils all the time. I'm practicing all the time. I'm either singing, dancing or sleeping. All the time. Eating doesn't count. cuz I do barely any of that now too. ha:) Not on purpose. I just forget to eat. Which happened today. I had breakfast and then went all day without eating anything until I realized I had a headache at 11:00 and went downstairs and ate some corndogs. Delish:P
Yeahh.
Have you ever looked in the mirror and been unsatisfied with the image that you see? Do ever think "Ugh. I need to lay off on the french fries." Or...something along those lines? I don't know why, I seem to pick out every little flaw of myself. The little pudge pack on my tummy. (hehe...pudge pack...) The way my eyebrow curves in the wrong way. The way my nose looks too big. Or how when I smile my dimples make my face look fat. of how my teeth or gross. You know I could just keep going on and on and on but I think that might bore you, so Imma stop here.
Anyways...yeah. I know I've talked about this before but..I have self-confidence issues. People give me compliments but I guess I just...see that people lie. I know people lie and so..I don't believe anyone. Because when I look in the mirror, I don't see beauty. I see a million different flaws that need to be fixed. I didn't used to see that. I wish someone would make me believe I was beautiful. Because I just can't do it myself. and don't go all 'oh you sad little child. you need a therapist.' wow. We're not going there, hunny. Go suck a muffin. Nobody wants you here. HAA. Okay I had to randomly rant for some reason...I apologize for that.
So...Show Choir. Since it's my life right now, I'll talk a little about that.
Our Dress rehearsal is on THURSDAY. and our first competition is on FRIDAY. I'm exctied...and NERVOUS! We're just starting costume changes tomorrow and I think I might just DIE. It's gonna be pretty intense considering the girls' costumes are...gonna be hard to change out of. We have 1 minutes. 60. seconds. to change out of our dresses and then into a whole new costume. and Lord knows I'm a SLOW dresser. I think I've talked about this before .but crap. Imma die.
but I did find out today that I have a soloish type thingamajig. :) It's just a buncha adlibbing in our 2nd song, but Imma sound beastly:) And Drinkall (our director) just walked up to me and told me he wanted me to learn it. No audition or nothinn. And then I had a happy breakdown. pahaha:) It made my day.
so...I got nothing to talk about. See ya:)

 -Kiera