I'm just really P.O'd right now and I don't even know why. I wanna go beat some one up and then stab little puppies until they bleed to death. Maybe not that violent...but jeez I'm angry. AHHH!!!!!!! I HATE the feeling of being angry. Like, I wish I could never be angry, because it's probably one of my least favorite feelings. and then mixed with impatience and confusion...yeah NOT a good combination. I don't. even. know. I just. RAHHHHHH!!!! SOMEONE GIVE ME A COOKIE. RIGHT. NOW.
Okay. I need to be done having an episode and talk to you, considering I haven't written a real post in a while. The one I posted yesterday, does not count.
So. How're you? What's goin on? Are your holidays going good? Oh, how I hate small talk. Ahhh...I've been listening to my ipod way too much. I constantly have a song stuck in my head.
and I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, it's two a.m and I'm cursing your name! You're so in love that you act insane and that's the way I love you!
Cept I have the lyrics wrong...It's not miss...it's 'I've been'. So now I don't really like it anymore. Haha:) I fall in and out of love with songs pretty fast.
So..yeahh. I'm excited to go back to school. I know I've already said that but I just feel like something needs to happen. I'm so sick of all the the boring routines...boring days filled with pretty much nothing. I hope 2011 is a good year. I mean...2010 was amazing. At least most of it. I just hope 2011 is better than the last part of 2010 has been. I'm ready for a new year. I dunno what my new years resolution will be. Oh noo! You know what, in about 2 years, we're all going to DIE!!! Shut up. No one knows when the world's gonna end. Sorry, had to put that in there. Anyways. Hmmm...MAybe my new years resolution will just be to be happy. Cuz I haven't been and...I need to be. I really need to be. AHHH.
So A fresh start is what I want. A fresh start...but I do wanna keep the memories. Cuz a lot happened in 2010 and I gotta say...a lotta things happened that I will absolutely never forget. dang. a LOT happened in 2010. My first show choir competitions...High School musicall...a lotta other stuff. :) I guess overall it was a good year. until towards the end. but at least I held on:)
So...when school starts...a lots going on. I heard next week we have show choir everyday, and school hasn't even started yet, next week. I go back on the 7th, but I think Imma just go back on the day of finals, just because I kinda wanna be in those classes one more time. I have to switch my science class (which like, all my friends are in) and express:( Although I'll still see them. dang. I have health...in replacement of my science class, and my science class goes where express was. But I'm excited!! I just...SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPEN!! Cuz. This. Is. Boring. And something good. Not Bailey having chicken pox because THAT happened and THAT is not cool. I'm like terrified I'll get it. Although my parents told me I wont because I was vaccinated when I was little. But my mom might get it and if she does it could be fatal. Let's just hope she doesn't. and my sister acts fine except for the itching! Like she still runs around and stuff. but every little normal (i hope) itch I have I kinda freak out a little bit.
Tomorrow I'm going over to my friend Hannah's. I really need someone to talk to in person. I feel cut off from my friends lately. Idk why I talk to them 24/7. I just need a hug. Really bad.
EEEEEEHh. You know, Show Choir season always bring drama. and this sounds horrible, but I'm kinda excited to see what that drama will be. Because It's better than BORINGNESS. PAINFUL BORINGNESS. What will I do this summer? Last summer was great but I have a very strong feeling this summer will be way. way. different. and it won't be good. and I'll end up going anorexic or something because I've already lost 5 pounds in a week and I Have no idea how. hmm.
You know what? Imma start making a question of the blogg. :P Each post, I shall ask a question. And if you know me, you can text me the answer, or you can comment on the blog...I'm pretty sure you can do that. :P
Alright...
so...
What's your new year's resolution?
I guess I don't really have anything to say.
Seeya.
-Kiera
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