I always do.

    You know I've learned. Sometimes...life just plain sucks.  Sometimes you'll have weeks where you just don't feel like anything you do is worth it.  But tomorrow is a new day. and somtimes, tomorrow will suck too. but eventually it will get better. if you keep telling yourself you'll be okay and don't constantly bum yourself out about whatever is happening, you will get better. I realize that I've become a lot stronger each time I've been hurt.  Stronger, on the other hand, also comes with less open, less trusting. I hate feeling weak. But sometimes you have to be weak to get stronger.  and it SUCKS. and i hate losing people that mean a lot to me. Whom I obviously do not mean much to. If all of them seem to leave me so easily and suddenly. without explanation. It's fine. i'll deal with it. i always do.