Say your Sorry.

I really haven't got much to say tonight. I'm sitting here late at night waiting for my hair to dry, and I've been thinking a lot today. It was an okay day. Not fantastic, not incredible. I went home with my friend Bethany after school and we made brownies and were goofballs until we left to go see the spring play in which a multitude of my friends were in. It was absolutely fantastic:) I was so proud of everyone!! The thing that sucks this week, is I'm way over emotional -I guess I always am- and I mean even MORE than I normally am. WAY bipolar. :P But sucky things are just happening this week. I've been looking back at the past and I realize how stupid I was. I was silly, silly, silly. I guess that's how everyone must be though everyonce in a while. And lemme say, Love...is just plain silly. It's not that I don't believe in love. I absolutely believe in love. I know it, I've felt it, I will always believe in it because love is something everyone feels whether they know it or not. GOD loves me. My parents love me. My family, my friends. Who needs a boy when I got all this? Another thing that bugs me this week...my best friend apparently hates me or something; because she refuses to talk to me, and won't give me a single skittle in English class. That means she hates me:/ Sometimes I feel like everyone secretly hates me. Because I'm pretty dumb sometimes. Sometimes people make fun of me so much I feel like punching them in the face and maybe somewhere else that  might make them throw up.
People are mean to me.
and I hate it. I hate how vulnerable I am. I hate how I have friends that know how sensitive and vulnerable and...hurt I am. and they continue to tease me because they think it's funny. But only when we're around other people. When we're texting or alone or somethin' these people are the best friends a girl could have. But when we get in a group of friends or around certain people, they just...hurt me. over and over again.
I just wanted to let those people know...
that I don't like being hurt.
I've been hurt more than once.
and I don't think it's cool.
So it'd be cool if you could maybe act like my friend.
Because I know you are one.

That is all.

-Kiera