I havn't written in a while, have I? I'm terribly sorry for not enlightening you dearest readers about my dull, boring life. Haha!! Well...life is very good. :) But have you ever just...wanted to lay in a random field of grass in the dark, stare up at the stars and...think? Cuz that's exactly what I wanna do right now. I hate those moments where you think of something you do wrong in your life, and you have no idea how to fix it. Life is hard to control. You just gotta go with the flow. Sometimes you'll end up with a great, fantastic life...I love my life. Truthfully, I think everyone should feel lucky and blessed to even be living on this Earth. And blessed that we had free will...God doesn't control us like puppets. He allows us to make mistakes. If he didn't want us to make mistakes, why do you think he lets us? Because we were meant to be imperfect. Meant to make mistakes. Meant to completely screw up. Sometimes a twist of fate that makes you want to collapse into a little ball and cry until you melt onto the floor like a popsicle and just DIE, can bring you to something so amazing and perfect that...you're glad the bad thing happened. Something (or someone) that can just make everything bad go away. and then I look at my life and I wonder how the heck I got so lucky...I'm not that great of a person. I've had more than my fair share of mistakes. I can really screw up some times. Can't everyone? Like I said, no one is perfect. Sometimes...stuff happens..you know? But then...all the tears...the incredible amount of tears that could probably fill a bathtub or maybe a small pool...the anger...the numbness..the wishing that you could just...die...every single thing that could possibly ever happen to you...all the mistakes one could possibly make...(i know your begging me to get to the point right? Well here it comes) You find someone that makes it all worth it.
Like I did.
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