Paranoia

I'm the kind of person, that if you don't answer me 5 minutes after a text I send, I think you hate me. I get super paranoid so easily its not even funny. It's really stupid, I know. But if someone doesn't talk to me for a day or two, I get paranoid. "What did I do wrong? Did I say something? Is it gonna be okay? What's going on?" Stupid questions. Stupid STUPID questions. But really. I dunno what's going on lately. Everything seems too...too perfect. What I'm afraid of is losing that one person that makes my life so completely perfect. If one thing is messed up..my whole life will go completely off balance. What is up with me? I'm just some little girl, who shouldn't believe in love, and hate, and..all those strong feelings. But I do. And it makes life 10 times harder and a million times easier. Gah. If only if only things were less confusing. But I guess that's just the way life is. And I don't mind. I'm okay with a challenge.  Because I'm happy and my life is almost perfect.