Trust

Trust. Such a complicated word. How does one earn another's trust? So easily broken. In a single second, a billion promises can be broken. A million words of love can be identified as a complete lie in only a few short words. And then another will come along, saying similar words to build trust in you. And you can't help thinking that this new individual is only scheming to the same as the first, and the second. If so many people have taken trust and twisted it, throwing all the empty broken promises into your face like it is merely a silver spoon, needed to be put back in the drawer after being cleaned, why is this new person expected to be any different. How is anyone supposed to know who will not betray them, or if there is even a single person on this earth that is worthy of a full, respected and unguarded trust. We are human beings and unfortunately, trustworthiness is not our forte. It. Sucks. Imma stop sounding allsmart and talk like Kiera now. If you understood what I was talking about...it sucks when you trust someone and they let you down. And other people ask for my trust and I'm just...scared. I'm scared that they will do the same. I hate doing this to the people who may actually be worthy of my trust. I'm ny letting them in as easily as the first ones to betray me. And I know that's unfair to them. But it's also more fair to me. because I don't deserve to feel that so many times. From different people, or repeatedly from one person? Why. I guess thats what I have to figure out. Whoever isnt going to letme down...those are the people who belong in my life. The people that deserve my trust. The people who will make me the happiest. -Kiera